To my unanswered message box Bear with me in the coming days I'm hurting in so many ways Bear with me as I may grieve a lifetime You see my Mum was to me my lifeline Bear with me as my heart is broken Mum died in my arms with so many words unspoken Bear with me I know I have changed But my Mums death has left my life rearranged Bear with me as I may get defensive But don't make assumptions that maybe offensive Bear with me as I will be ok I'm just learning to live with out my Mum